the illusion destroyed
broken bones
on the highway
outlined in sidewalk chalk
we talk but tuck
our heads
into our turtle shells
life has been hell
its also been heaven as well
I’m forgetting to breath
eat and sleep
hours pass by so fast
I don’t even have a chance
to catch up
out of gas
the one legged man
running a race
at a losers pace
and its ok
or I keep telling [...]

So it has come to this
the precipice
of our existence
our holy eternal
impermanence
our Dia De Los Muertos
in the misery that surrounds us
leaves have turned
and legs have trembled
till your to weak
to speak
and what started as a limp
leaves you paralyzed
and the sobering truths
hang like an air freshener
while your drive
to the next destination
on a roundabout dead end
procrastinating
disintegrating
where the rubber meets [...]

Its all a farce
a sugar coated
watermelon flavored
giant jawbreaker lie
our masks and movements
static and stupid
trying to weave
webs of gold
always doing what we are told
guided by some moral loyal compass
when your own father
would whore your to the king
on a white whale
bought
before you ever went on sale
just a commoner
spinning stories
offering up
his own daughters head
instead of his own
there are [...]

born into this
infinitesimal and pure
poisoned by a mad world
absurd to think
of the impossibilities of chances
my nature nourishing my neurosis
till I am  metabolic soup
and all the worlds suffering
and Freud himself
wouldn’t be able
to untie the knot
the good parent
is the better liar
and life
was nothing
but gasoline
on the fire
all the worlds
a stage
like a prison
or a cage
this is why im full [...]