i have been angry
and the vision of hate
I’ve also been thinking
of all the sinning
i have done
wishing apolgies
might fix things
or i was sorry
even if given the chance
its doubthful
much would have changed
we are all estranged
and the same
in some small faction
we all suffer
as life keeps on living
round goes the clock
days fall off the calnder
months add and multiply
so [...]

my rapid fire pistol is broken
my emotions are frozen
the past is irrelevant
with no forward motion
the war continues to go on
and we sit home
apathetic hypocrites
in a nation of thieves
preaching to the censored
and desensitized
it’s insanity
everything outside my door
are mole hills waiting to become mountains
I am waiting for the knock on my door
so I can invite the anonymous [...]

 
To the hero’s, god’s
and all the deaf listeners
our existence is absurd
when not a true word
has been spoken
when we are mute
the sad songs
sing with no virtue
we build statues
from time
till they crumble
dreaming of the phoenix
I drift off in day mares
mild hulcinations
without much intoxication
experiencing effervescence
i stumble for a seat
a place to sit
and think
what has happend
who are we
and why [...]